i thank you for reminding me.
and making me remember when was the last time i was honest to myself.
you can't be honest to other people if you aren't honest to yourself.
but come to think of it.
you made me realise that you don't trust me all that much now do you?
do you even trust me to make the right decisions?
i'm already conflicted enough as it is.
and i don't know why you are doing this to antagonise me further.
is this your way of showing me that you care?
i know i prefer things not sugar coated.
but can't you just do this once in a while?
so that maybe i can feel better about myself once in a while.

you always have a way to make me hate myself don't you?
and to think that you want me to be happy.
bullshit.